Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Bol's Radical Christianity

Manute Bol's story was featured in the Wall Street Journal on June 25th. All I can say is WOW.

Bol, a Christian Sudanese immigrant, believed his life was a gift from God to be used in the service of others. As he put it to Sports Illustrated in 2004: "God guided me to America and gave me a good job. But he also gave me a heart so I would look back."

He was not blessed, however, with great athletic gifts. As a center for the Washington Bullets, Bol was more spectacle than superstar. At 7 feet, 7 inches tall and 225 pounds, he was both the tallest and thinnest player in the league. He averaged a mere 2.6 points per game over the course of his career, though he was a successful shot blocker given that he towered over most NBA players.

Bol reportedly gave most of his fortune, estimated at $6 million, to aid Sudanese refugees. As one twitter feed aptly put it: "Most NBA cats go broke on cars, jewelry & groupies. Manute Bol went broke building hospitals."

When his fortune dried up, Bol raised more money for charity by doing what most athletes would find humiliating: He turned himself into a humorous spectacle. Bol was hired, for example, as a horse jockey, hockey player and celebrity boxer. Some Americans simply found amusement in the absurdity of him on a horse or skates. And who could deny the comic potential of Bol boxing William "the Refrigerator" Perry, the 335-pound former defensive linemen of the Chicago Bears?

Bol agreed to be a clown. But he was not willing to be mocked for his own personal gain as so many reality-television stars are. Bol let himself be ridiculed on behalf of suffering strangers in the Sudan; he was a fool for Christ.

During his final years, Bol suffered more than mere mockery in the service of others. While he was doing relief work in the Sudan, he contracted a painful skin disease that ultimately contributed to his death.

For the rest of the story, go here.


Monday, June 28, 2010

Thoughts on Heaven

Like many Christians, I possess a deep love for the writing of C.S. Lewis. Each time I read one of his books, I am struck by his wisdom, eloquence, and sheer brilliance. Lewis' ability to provoke thoughts, affections, and wonder about Truth, heaven and hell, and good and evil through allegories and fables is just amazing, and frankly, unmatched. Yesterday afternoon, I decided to re-read The Great Divorce. I finished it late last evening and decided to re-read it again on the plane today. Lewis' writing is just beautiful. I want to keep reading it, over and over, because the images are so rich. Yet, as eloquent as his words are, they capture a tiny morsel (at best) of what heaven is really like. I can't stop thinking, wondering, marveling about heaven and anticipating the day when I will meet my Father there.

Here are some tidbits from the book...

"It's a point of view. Certainly, it's a point of view. In the meantime..."
" 'There is no meantime,' replied the other. 'All that is over. We are not playing now. I have been talking of the past (your past and mine) only in order that you may turn from it forever. One wrench and the tooth will be out. You can begin as if nothing had ever gone wrong. White as snow. It's all true, you know. He is in me, for you, with that power. And- I have come a long journey to meet you. You have seen Hell: you are in sight of Heaven. Will you, even now, repent and believe?" (38-39)

"Will you come with me to the mountains? It will hurt at first, until your feet are hardened. Reality is harsh to the feet of shadows. But will you come?"
"Well, that is a plan. I am perfectly ready to consider it. Of course, I should require some assurances... I should want a guarantee that you are taking me to a place where I shall find a wider sphere of usefulness - and scope for the talents God has given me - and an atmosphere of free inquiry - in short, all that one means by civilization and - er - the spiritual life."
'No,' said the other. 'I can promise you none of these things. No sphere of usefulness: you are not needed there at all. No scope for your talents: only forgiveness for having perverted them. No atmosphere of inquiry for I will bring you to the land no of questions but of answers, and you shall see the face of God." (40)

"But surely in the case of distinguished people, you'd hear?"
"But they (Cezanne, Claude...) aren't distinguished - no more than anyone else. Don't you understand? The Glory flows into everyone, and back from everyone: like light and mirrors. But the light's the thing."
"Do you mean there are no famous men?"
"They are all famous. They are all known, remembered, recognized by the only Mind that can give a perfect judgement." (86)


Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Party in the USA



US World Cup match may have set internet traffic record

"The dramatic ending to the World Cup match between the U.S. and Algeria on Wednesday could set a new record for internet traffic.

We've been watching Akamai's Net Usage Index, which tracks visitors per minute on the company's vast network of websites. In the minutes following Landon Donovan's game winning goal in the 91st minute of action (which sent the US to the round of 16), traffic spiked to 11.2 million visitors per minute, which move the event past the 2008 presidential election as the second highest traffic day of all-time."

To finish the article, go here.

Donovan rescues US's World Cup dream with goal in 91st minute

PRETORIA, South Africa -- Over and over, everything seemed to go against them.

A referee took away a win last week, and a linesman disallowed another goal Wednesday.

Now there was just 3 1/2 minutes left in their World Cup, just that much remaining until all the doubts about American soccer would rise again.

But then, in one of the most stunning turnarounds in World Cup history,Landon Donovan scored on a lightning fast counterattack 45 seconds into 4 minutes of injury time. With the most amazing late-game moment in American soccer, the United States beat Algeria 1-0 and reached the World Cup's second round.

"This team embodies what the American spirit is about," Donovan said. "We had a goal disallowed the other night, We had another good goal disallowed tonight. But we just keep going. And I think that's what people admire so much about Americans. And I'm damn proud."

Former President Bill Clinton lingered in the locker room for 45 minutes after the game to congratulate the players. When Donovan scored, raucous cheers erupted on the floor of the New York Stock Exchange and even in White House auditoriums in Washington, D.C., according to e-mails sent to U.S. Soccer Federation president Sunil Gulati.

"That's probably going to capture more people's attention than if we won the game 3-0 and it was easy," American goalkeeper Tim Howard said. "That emotion, that passion is what American sports fans thrive on."

To finish reading the article, go here.


Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Pray for the Karezecki Family

Several years ago, the Karezecki family came to the States from South Africa seeking refuge. All the children enrolled in school, Hope (the mother) found a job, and they made a home at St Paul's and in Atlanta as they petitioned for asylum. Their requests have been denied repeatedly and now, they are facing deportation in the coming months. St Paul's is petitioning on their behalf, but a change in decision is a long shot I taught Shammah (the youngest in the family) Sunday School this past year. Hope sent out a prayer to our church family and I ask you all to plead to our Father with her...

Dear Father, You told us to be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication let our requests be made known to you. And we lay this situation before you and implore your intervention and your guidance. We know that your ways are higher and that you are not limited by the wrangling of attorneys and legal decisions, or the actions and inactions of men. We seek to pray according to your will and your design. We implore you to act on our behalf and for your Glory. You have held us in your arms and have brought them this far. We know that you will continue to carry us In the face of negativity and uncertain outcomes, we revisit your faithfulness. As we grow weary of the fight, we may wait upon you even as we go about with plans and preparations. Renew our strength so that we mount up with wings as eagles. Renew our courage so that we walk in confidence and trust. You are Jehovah Nissi, the Lord Our Banner. Lead us into battle. Make a way through and make the way clear. Give us wisdom in the decisions we make and the plans we pursue. When it seems as if our enemies are overtaking us, part the sea and lead us through on dry land. As we march around the walls of government indifference, and court decisions, and human weakness, and human evil, we praise you and thank you for your presence in the midst of this. You are mightier than all. May the sound of our praise cause the walls to tumble as you rise and act on our behalf. You are Jehovah Jireh the Lord Our Provider. Grant us favor with authorities and government officials as you see fit. Make your name and glory known in this place and in this difficult season. Provide financially and emotionally; provide for every need, spoken and unspoken, known and unknown. You are Jehovah Rapha, the Lord Our Healer. You love us with tender love and you sing over us. In the midst of this tumult and stress, may the sweet sound of your voice calling, whispering of your love sustain us and be heard over all. You are Jehovah Shalom, the Lord Our Peace. You are our Fortress and Our Strong Tower. We run to you for refuge and we are safe. In you we make our home when home eludes us. You are the Quiet Place in the midst of our storm. You carry us through when we are overwhelmed. Dear Father, keep them in perfect peace. Protect them body, mind, soul, and spirit. Grant them blessing to live in peace and safety. In the name of and for the sake of and for the glory of Christ. Amen.

Musings

I re-read some of my recent posts... and realized they have all been a little heavy. So here are some random, lighthearted thoughts/confessions for you all:

- I'm addicted to watching the World Cup. When I am home alone, I watch the games on the Spanish channel because the announcers are more passionate. Fact.
- I can't find a better fiction book than Harry Potter. I read all seven books last summer and resent being a "Harry hater" for so many years. In fact, reading fiction post Harry has been a really struggle. If you haven't picked up the books, you should. Oh, and I think I am the only female on earth to dislike both The Help and Time Traveler's Wife.
- My recent music obsessions include Rosie Thomas, Mumford & Sons, Marc Scibilia, and Justin Bieber (don't hate).
- I want to learn how to make chocolate croissants.
- New favorite quote, learned from a Frenchman: "pourquoi être simple, quand vous pouvez être compliqués?"
Translation: "Why be simple, when you can be complicated?"
- I have a vine growing up through the floorboard in my room named Voo doo Mama JuJu Jr; she's the spawn of Voo doo Mama JuJu, who found a way in through the window in our den.
- The Hampton Inn in Montgomery, AL leaves me cookies and milk in my room. I asked for it once and received the royal treatment ever since. The joys of travel.
- 2 things I really dislike: Nickelback and initials on the back windshield of a car.

Monday, June 21, 2010

My Jesus I Love Thee

My Jesus, I love Thee I know Thou art mine.
For Thee all the follies of sin I resign.
My gracious Redeemer, my Savior art Thou .
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus 'tis now.

I love Thee, because Thou has first loved me
and purchased my pardon on Calvary's tree.
I love Thee for wearing the thorns on Thy brow.
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus 'tis now.


Sunday, June 13, 2010

Undetected Spiritual Pride

A friend from church shared a powerful piece by Jonathan Edwards called Undetected Spiritual Pride with me earlier in the week. The key word: undetected.

Last night I hosted a party for my friend Daniel, who moved to the States from Germany a couple months ago to pursue a masters degree (in some field I cannot even pronounce) at Tech. Daniel stumbled upon St. Paul's and my community group and has been a friend ever since that day. A couple weeks ago, Daniel asked if he could hold his birthday cookout at my house. What?! After swallowing the initial shock and coming to the realization that Daniel was asking me to host a throw down for a bunch of rando (translate: weirdo) Tech students, I agreed...reluctantly. Only a handful (a child - sized handful) of friends from community group signed up to come, which made matters exponentially better. After a day of grocery shopping, baking, and cleaning, I braced myself for an evening of awkward conversations, discomfort, and who knows what else.

The party turned out great: delicious food, good fellowship, and the cherry on top, the three hour game of Balderdash with six international students. I went to bed last night feeling pretty good about myself. After all, I sacrificed my Saturday to bake and clean for my friend's party and more importantly, I sacrificed my Saturday night.

I woke up early this morning still feeling good. Last night I sacrificed my time, my money, my house, and my evening for a new friend. Not everyone would do that, I thought. I am ashamed to admit that these thoughts went through my mind. In a few spare minutes this morning, I re-read the Edwards piece. Spiritual pride detected. I did not mind hosting Daniel's party, nor did I mind cooking, cleaning, or hanging out with his friends. I am happy to give, because all I have -time, money, house, etc- belongs to the Lord's. However, I did want others to recognize and applaud my (non -existent) goodness. I wanted others to acknowledge my generosity. I wanted to boasting to be all about me, not the Lord. It was all about me. It's amazing, even my best intentions to serve others is self-seeking. If there is anything said about me or any boasting at all, I hope it is about my good and gracious Father who loves his rotten daughter infinitely.

I would encourage you all to read Edwards' insight below. Read it slowly and read it often. When you do read, try to think about yourself, not others.


Undetected Spiritual Pride by Jonathan Edwards

The first and worst cause of errors that abound in our day and age is spiritual pride. This is the main door by which the devil comes into the hearts of those who are zealous for the advancement of Christ. It is the chief inlet of smoke from the bottomless pit to darken the mind and mislead the judgment.

Pride is the main handle by which he has hold of Christian persons and the chief source of all the mischief that he introduces to clog and hinder a work of God. Spiritual pride is the main spring or at least the main support of all other errors. Until this disease is cured, medicines are applied in vain to heal all other diseases.

It is by spiritual pride that the mind defends and justifies itself in other errors and defends itself against light by which it might be corrected and reclaimed. The spiritually proud man thinks he is full of light already and feels that he does not need instruction, so he is ready to ignore the offer of it.

On the other hand, the humble person is like a little child who easily receives instruction. He is cautious in his estimate of himself, sensitive as to how liable he is to go astray. If it is suggested to him that he is going astray, he is most ready to check into the matter.

Nothing sets a Christian so much out of the devil s reach than humility and so prepares the mind for divine light without darkness. Humility clears the eye to look at things as they truly are. Psalm 25:9—He leads the humble in justice, and He teaches the humble His way.

If spiritual pride is healed, other things are easily corrected. Our first care should be to correct the heart and pull the beam of pride out of our eye and then we shall see clearly.

Growing Christians Beware!

Those who are most zealous in the cause of God are the most likely to be targeted as being filled with pride. When any person appears, in any respect, to be noticeably excelling others in his Christian walk, odds are ten to one that it will immediately awaken the jealousy of those about him.

They will suspect (whether they have good reason or not) that he is very proud of his goodness and that he probably thinks no one as good as he is, so that everything he says and does is observed with this prejudice.

Those who are themselves cold and dead, and especially those who have never had any experience of the power of godliness on their own hearts, will easily entertain such thoughts of the best Christians. This arises from nothing less than a secret hostility against essential and fervent holiness.

But the zealous Christian should take heed that this does not prove a snare to him, and the devil take advantage of it to blind his eyes from beholding the true nature of his heart and to think that because he is charged with pride wrongfully and with an unkind spirit, that such charges are not sometimes valid.

Alas, how much pride the best have in their hearts! It is the worst part of the body of sin and death; the first sin that ever entered into the universe and the last that is rooted out. It is God s most stubborn enemy!

Pride: a Secret Enemy

Pride is much more difficult to be discerned than any other corruption because of its very nature. That is, pride is a person having too high an opinion of himself. Is it any surprise, then, that a person who has too high an opinion of himself is unaware of it? His thinking is that he thinks that the opinion he has of himself has just grounds and therefore is not too high. If the grounds of the opinion of himself crumbled, he would cease to have such an opinion.

But, because of the nature of spiritual pride, it is the most secret of all sins. There is no other matter in which the heart is more deceitful and unsearchable and there is no other sin in the world that men are so confident in. The very nature of it is to work self-confidence and drive away any suspicion of any evil of that kind. There is no sin so much like the devil as this for secrecy and subtlety, and appearing in great many shapes that are undetected and unsuspected.

Spiritual pride takes many forms and shapes, one under another, and encompasses the heart like the layers of an onion: when you pull off one, there is another underneath. Therefore, we have need to have the greatest watch imaginable over our hearts with respect to this matter and to cry most earnestly to the great Searcher of hearts for His help. He that trusts his own heart is a fool.

Since spiritual pride in its own nature is so secret, it cannot be so well discerned by immediate intuition on the thing itself. It is best identified by its fruits and effects, some of which I will make mention of below together with the contrary fruits of Christian humility.

Pride: the Great Fault-finder

Spiritual pride causes one to speak of other persons sins, their enmity against God and His people, or with laughter and levity and an air of contempt, while pure Christian humility disposes either to be silent about them or to speak of them with grief or pity.

The spiritually proud person shows it in his finding fault with other saints, that they are low in grace and how cold and dead they are, and are quick to discern and take notice of their deficiencies. The eminently humble Christian has so much to do at home and sees so much evil in his own that he is not apt to be very busy with other hearts.

He complains most of himself and complains most of his own coldness and lowness in grace. He is apt to esteem others as better than himself and is ready to hope that most everybody has more love and thankfulness to God than he, and cannot bear to think that others should bring forth no more fruit to God s honor than he.

Some who have spiritual pride mixed with great learning and joy, earnestly speaking to others about them, are likely to be calling upon other Christians to emulate them and sharply reprove them for their being so cold and lifeless.

There are others who are overwhelmed with their own vileness, and when they have extraordinary discoveries of God’s glory, they are taken up by their own sinfulness. Though they are disposed to speak much and very earnestly, yet it is very much in blaming themselves and exhorting fellow Christians, but in a loving and humble manner.

Pure Christian humility causes a person to take notice of everything that is good in others, to make the best of it and to diminish their failings; however, he turns his eye chiefly on those things that are bad in himself and to take much notice of everything that aggravates them.

Pride: Ministering in a Harsh Spirit

It has been the manner of spiritually proud persons to speak of almost everything they see in others in the most harsh, severe language. It is frequent with them to say of other’s opinion, conduct, advice, coldness, silence, caution, moderation, prudence, etc. that they are from the devil or from hell.

Such kind of language they will commonly use, not only towards wicked men, but towards those who are true children of God and also towards ministers of the gospel and others who are very much their superiors. Christians who are but fellow-worms ought at least to treat one another with as much humility and gentleness as Christ treats them.

Pride: Putting on Pretenses

Spiritual pride often causes persons to act different in external appearance, to effect a different way of speaking, to use a different sort of dialect from others, or to be different in voice, countenance or behavior. But he that is an eminently humble Christian, though he will be firm in his duty, however different — going the way of heaven alone, though all the world forsake him — yet he does not delight in being different for difference s sake.

He does not try to set himself up to be viewed and observed as one distinguished, as desiring to be accounted better than others — despising their company or conformity to them — but on the contrary, desires to become all things to all men, to yield to others and conform to them and please them in all but sin.

Pride: Takes Offence Easily

Spiritual pride takes great notice of opposition and injuries that are received and is prone to be often speaking of them and to be much in taking notice of their aggravation, either with an air of bitterness or contempt.

Pure and unmixed Christian humility, on the other hand, causes a person to be more like his blessed Lord when reviled: quiet, not opening his mouth, but committing himself in silence to Him who judges righteously. For the humble Christian, the more the world is against him, the more silent and still he will be, unless it is in his prayer closet, and there he will not be still.

Pride: Presumption Before God and Man

Another effect of spiritual pride is a certain self-confident boldness before God and men. Some, in their great rejoicing before God, have not paid sufficient regard to that rule in Psalm 2:11 — Worship the Lord with reverence, and rejoice with trembling.

They have not rejoiced with a reverential trembling, in a proper sense of the awful majesty of God and the awful distance between Him and them. There has also been an improper boldness before men that has been encouraged and defended by a misapplication of Proverbs 29:25 — The fear of man brings a snare… It is as though it became all persons, high and low, men, women and children in all Christian conversation to wholly abandon all manner of modesty or reverence toward man.

Not that any should refrain from Christian conversation, but with such humility as in I Peter 3:15—But sanctify Christ as Lord in your hearts, always being ready to make a defense to everyone who asks you to give an account for the hope that is in you, yet with gentleness and reverence.

Pride: Hungry for Attention

Another effect of spiritual pride is to make the subject of it want attention. People often tend to act in a special manner as though others ought to take great notice and regard of them. It is very natural to a person that is very much under the influence of spiritual pride to take all the respect that is paid to him.

If others show a disposition to submit to him and yield in deference to him, he is open to it and freely receives it. It becomes natural for him to expect such treatment and to take much notice if a person fails to do so, and to have an ill opinion of those who do not give him that which he feels he deserves.

One under the influence of spiritual pride is more apt to instruct others than to inquire for himself and so naturally puts on the airs of control. The eminently humble Christian thinks he needs help from everybody, whereas he that is spiritually proud thinks everybody needs his help. Christian humility, under a sense of other’s misery, entreats and beseeches, but spiritual pride tries to command and warn with authority.

Pride: Neglecting Others

As spiritual pride causes persons to assume much to themselves, so it treats others with neglect. On the contrary, pure Christian humility disposes persons to honor all men as from I Peter 2:17. To enter into disputes about Christianity is sometimes unseasonable, such as in meeting for Christian conference or for exercises of worship.

Yet, we ought to be very careful that we do not refuse to converse with carnal men, as though we counted them not worthy to be regarded. On the contrary, we should condescend to carnal men as Christ has condescended to us, to bear with our unteachableness and stupidity.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

A House Divided



"A house divided against itself cannot stand." [Abraham Lincoln]

Back in 2007 amidst an election standstill, Belgians spoke about division. I remember hearing my Belgian coworkers, most of whom were from Flanders (the Flemish speaking region), talking about division. "We are a different people, the French and the Flemish, with different languages, history, and philosophies," they would explain to me. Their enthusiasm for division always shocked me. For months, the city was decorated with Belgian flags and "I'm for Belgium" posters. Splitting seemed like speculation, a very distant fantasy. After many months, maybe even years of an election standstill, the little nation stuck together, somehow.

Three years later, the country is once again on the brink of division. Election front runner Bart De Wever of the Flemish vows to carve up the country if appointed to office. De Wever explains, "Belgium has become the sum of two different democracies (growing apart) with ever increasing speed, in terms of language and culture, but also in socio-economic and political matters." "Has become"? Really? From its' birth, Belgium has been the nation two very different cultures. This is nothing new. Belgium has 150+ years of rich history that includes enduring the devastation of WWI and WWII, holding one of the most lucrative and prize colonies in the Congo, and being selected as the home of the European Union. What prevented the fragile country from dividing back in 2007? What bound this little nation together for so long? Will its history be lost and forgotten? Can the European Union really endure another blow, especially in its home nation?

Maybe De Wever is right and the disparate people can no longer work together. However, before carving up a nation, the political leaders and the people should reflect upon what held these two sums together for so many years. Is unity forth fighting for? Belgium is dear to my heart and I hate to see the country split.

You can find the rest of the article on De Wever's plans for Belgium here and the proposed Belgian curtain here:

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Insane

Sinkhole in Guatemala

I cannot even believe this image. An entire building sank into the ground following a tropical storm. For more, go here:


C'est la Vie

I am completely at the mercy of my momma and sister for Europe pictures. I lost my camera last year, which was devastating, but also slightly liberating. Anyways, my sister uploaded pictures from the first day of our trip in Paris and I thought I would share a couple. We spent our first day wandering around the city visiting Notre Dame and Saint- Chappelle, exhausted and jet lagged.

Weary travelers



Me and G (pronounced "ghee")



My hotel room at Hotel Colbert - I woke up to a view of Notre Dame every morning



Me and Momma at the top of the Notre Dame
Saint - Chappelle


Views from top of Notre Dame tower